Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Note to Self- Whatever I Pay Attention to Grows

I show movies in my mind about what I think is going on in my life. Where ever I shine the light, or keep the 'camera' becomes more important in the movie. It is time for a new camera angle.
I have been avoiding the cold nasty coastal winds by staying inside. I have been thinking about how cold it is out there. I will now think how warm my coat is. I put on that coat and I am my own little walking warm current of warmness and warmth. Also my hat.
There are some people I do not call. It seems like there is a gulf between us, a deep, wide chasm; an abyss, created by all the other times I did not call. I have to change that feeling, that picture to a happy hello, to the way if feels to shake a friends hand that you have not seen for awhile. again it is about warmth. I enjoy the warmth of a friends hand.
The other day on TV I saw a woman with beautiful long hair. Important note to self....... your hair does not do that! Get a hair cut. You will like it when you wear your hat and coat. And stop putting your hair behind your ears.
My son's wife has a very good 'now'. She does everything now. I have a very good 'later'. Later seems like the perfect time to so anything and something. I bring the camera in on NOW.. Now is all warm and lit up. Now I am doing the things I might want to do later. Now and I are shaking hands, feeling the warmth. The comfort of now. I will enter it.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Nothing for me today, thank you. Just Coffee

I fixed myself a cup a coffee.

And then my inner waitress asked, "Would you like to blog with that?"

"No thank you. I am fine. No blog today."